Masturbation Challenge – Day 14 – Polyps
/- Date: 5/15/16
- Time: 1:12AM
- Location: Bedroom (of Family Home)
- Duration: 10:28
- # of Edges (Nearly climaxing and then backing away): 3
- Pass/Fail: PASS
These masturbation sessions have really become a form of meditation for me. Very similar to my typical Insight meditation practice, in which I sit silently and try to bring my attention to my breath, in this masturbatory practice, I sit silently and focus on my penis. In both practices, my mind will inevitably wander and I'll have to remind myself to attend to my bodily sensations.
Tonight my mind kept wandering to this blog, a kind note that someone sent me today, and my post-nasal (bloody) drip, which is due to the vacuum sinusitis I referred to a few nights ago. I think I might have nasal polyps. If someone knows of a good ENT who specializes in sinuses in Los Angeles, please inform me. I need to to wake up in three hours for my brother's graduation. (Note: three hours is a hyperbole, but I'm definitely getting fewer hours of sleep than I require to maintain a rational mind.)
Thank you kindly,
Maurice